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6.6.05
 3:18:00 PM

Noe my results le..... quite ok lah. Gt 12th position. R1L5 is 11. Ok lor but can do better bah. Dad say pass can le so nt much pressure. I actually 9.30 go sch le lor wif Pamela help Mrs Wong 2 gv water 2 e parents lor. V.tired leh. See beh sian lor. Me n Pam took out our hps play in front of our cher lor. Cuz hols le mah, who cares rite?? So we play lor. Den luff n tok v. loud. hahaha. Overall, still happy lah


1.6.05
 2:19:00 PM

Now holidays le....exams oso over le. Can play le. Saturday is Meet e parents session lor. Gt a bad feeling tt I did not do well lor. Maybe I nt in top 10 anymore. Sumtimes pple will ask me, y u need 2 be in top 10?? Haiz...cant help it lah. Last time my mum set e expectations de so cant change mah. If tis time I nv do well, den I still haf CT2 n Final year mah. So tt y really need 2 brush up my work lor. Tmr need go sch 4 choir at 2pm until 5.30 lor. Speech day cuming le so need 2 rehearse a lot lor. Muz be perfect mah if nt Ms Ng nt happy. Hahaha..... Decided 2 participate in e sports days events nx yr lor. Nx yr last yr le mah so muz run lor. Gv Apache a bit of face lah. Hahaha!! Anyway, gtg!! bb!!


2:10:00 PM

Long time nv update lo......these days v. busy mah den summore v. sian 2 update lor. Now very bored lor. A lot of hw 2 do leh. Teachers torture us especially Mrs Wong. Hahaha. She gave us a lot of maths hw lor den a lot I dunno. Only physics no hw so very lucky lor. Haiz.....Now still getting on wif my life lor. Sumtimes will tink of my mum den cry a while lor cuz really really miss her. Cant believe tt she left me alr lor. Sumtimes I still cant accept e fact lor cuz 1 min she's wif me, another gone le. I noe my dad oso very sad lor but both of us still live ok lor. I mean, we cant be sad 4 our whole lives rite?? We haf 2 be strong n 2 keep those memories in our mind. I noe tt my mum will always be in my heart, tt's y I nt so sad lor. There r still my frens n my dad n my teachers. I dun wan them 2 see me sad lor. 1 person sad den every1 sad. I dun wan tis kind of life lor. Furthermore, I haf very gd frens lor. Wan 2 thx them 4 encouraging me n supporting me when I wan depressed lor. They were there 4 me when I needed them n I v. grateful 2 them. Rachelle n Jiaxin oso made cards n gt everybody 2 sign those cards wif encouraging words lor. Really touched n I'm really lucky 2 haf them as frens. So juz wanna say THX EVERYBODY!!!!!

15.5.05
 7:08:00 PM

mum passed away le. She died on Monday 1.15am w/o me being wif her. Didn't gt 2 see her 4 e last moment so now regretting now lor. Kept rying cuz kept thinking abt e times we had 2gether lor. Dad oso depressed. Both of us cried lor. Haiz....life's nt e same anymore. Anyway, update nx time. Now bz


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24.4.05
 6:17:00 PM

Here 2 blog again!! Ytd nv blog cuz whole day at hospital. Went 2 visit mum lor cuz she was admitted 2 hosp. on Wed. Went frm 11 to 6.30 lor cuz I gt piano lessons mah. Den until 9pm den dad cum fetch me lor. 2day mum discharged le so now at hm. I havent finish my hw lor. Summore tmr bio test leh. Study a bit onli cuz I no mood 2 study lor. Actually nx wk no tests 1 lor. It's all becuz of E3 e big-mouths say out 1. Wah kao hate them sia. We sacrifice time 2 study bio. Summore now I so bz.........haiz..........now I nth 2 do lor. Came internet 2 play games n blog onli.....but lucky later gt show so still ok lah.....anyway very bz now. Byebye!!


22.4.05
 5:44:00 PM

2day v. sian lah. Ytd gt bac A maths test...results still ok lah. Gt 28.5 muz work harder lor. Anyway, 2day in sch we learnt A maths chap 5 lor. Very boring lah...wanted 2 slp so badly. Den after assembly. Gt e mime show ah. Quite funny lah especially e scene in Romeo n Juliet. So funny until wanted 2 roll on e floor lor. Den after recess was hist test. Quite ok lah. Tink can pass lah. Den after tt was PG. Mrs Wong introduced us 2 SEX leh.....hahahahaha. Den Zach v. excited lor. Hahahaha!! After sch, me, jasmine n huili went 2 eat at Gombak. I ate nasi lemak, jas ate hokkien mee n Huili ate Bee hoon lor. V. nice lah e food. Nx time wan 2 go there n eat. Den we walked 2 Huili's hse de void deck. Tok n tok n tok......den 2.30 huili had 2 go hm. Me n jas den took 945 2 sch n 176 bac hm. Me alone at hm so go jas's hse 2 do hw. But actually, I nv did any cuz kept playing internet lor. Listening to 5566 cun zai now......Jas kept singing cuz song nice lor....Haiz.....v. late le. Dad still nt hm. Told me 2 go hm at 7.30. Say finish le.....bb!!

20.4.05
 9:35:00 PM

Rmb last time I said I will write down wat I wrote in my spontaneous writing?? I brought it bac 2day so tt can type here. Here goes:
My mum is my best fren. When I go hm frm sch, we'll often tok 2gether abt e day in sch. She is v. caring. She cares abt me n asks how my studies are. My mum is gd in chi n sumtimes she will help me wif my work. Unfortunately, all gd things have 2 cum 2 an end. My mum contracted cancer last yr. I was shocked at 1st, but gradually I accepted it. B4 she had cancer, we wld always luff wif each other. Now, we hardly tok 2 each other n it seems as if I was losing a best fren. On Sat, my dad told me tt my mum had only a few mths 2 live. I finally realised tt she was nt going 2 be dere 4 me, 2 celebrate wif me when I graduate nx yr. I was gng 2 face e walls of my house alone, w/o my mum in e hse. I wld nt haf e chance 2 call her tt I'm hm when I gt hm. I wld haf 2 wait until nite when my dad cums hm frm work. My mum wld nt be dere 2 ask me 4 my results anymore. She wld nt cook 4 me when I gt hm. Everything was gng 2 be diff. I regretted nt cherishing those moments I had wif my mum when she was healthy. So, I'm gng 2 spend these few mths wif my mum, cheering her up n toking 2 her. I'm gng 2 make tis few mths memorable 4 my mum-my best fren.
Very long hor?? Hahaha. Anyway, I heard tt sum of my frens cried when I told dem abt my mum.Haiz.......I really miz her now.........Wanted 2 type all these down so tt those interested will noe wat happened bah......



 8:06:00 PM

2day 1st period bio test. Unlucky sia. 1 qn cum out frm TYS leh. I gt look at qn lor but den ans 2 long so I nv memorise cuz thot cher wont set tis qn. How I noe so suay e qn cum out??? Haiz......I lose a lot of marks liao. Gonna fail bio too. All my sci so bad 1. All fail lah. Tmr chem test so now studying lor. See how lor. If easy den I tink ok lor. If not, I uump down ah....hahaha. j.k. 2day PE scored a lot of goals haha!! Abt 5 or more lah. V. fun lor cuz nobody defend me mah so I take ball n shoot lor. Very guo ying ah. Took bac chi test too. Gt 40/50. Lucky pass ah cuz paper quite difficult. Can gt 6 more marks 1 lor but den I siao siao go n let my marks fly away. Haiz........stupid me!!!!!


7:59:00 PM

Haiz..........bad bad week ah...My physics fail again!!! 3 times alr lor. Tis time round single digit summore. I lowest in cls lor 4 physics....No face see pple ah. At 1st nv cry lor. But when I realise I lowest hor, I cried lyk mad lor until Ms Chew had 2 speak 2 me n asked me 2 wash my face in e toilet. I stayed 4 5 mins lor cuz face all red n puffy. Den when go bac hor, dun dare look at Ms Chew lor cuz embarrassed lor. Cried in front of her. Haiz......wonder if I can ever pass physics. But I'm sure sumday I will pass wif flying colours de. So nv gv up!!!! Try until v. best bah. Cant so quick 2 gv up lor. Wish me gd luck bah

17.4.05
 3:58:00 PM

I gt bad news again.....haiz.... I cant go sec 3 camp!!!! My dad said cant cuz if my mum wan see me 4 e last time, den he dunno how contact me. Haiz.......Last time pri 5 cant go now sec 3 camp oso cant go. When can I go camp???? Wanna cry now...my onli chance of going camp fly past me le.........